tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-188412192024-02-20T10:18:34.741-08:00Beroz BlogJust for blogging ...Berozhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11765785233568113354noreply@blogger.comBlogger24125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18841219.post-2339882613367214482010-07-23T13:21:00.000-07:002010-07-23T13:22:10.636-07:00A leader means ...1. Motivate people.<br /> 2. Delegate.<br /> 3. Keep the door open.<br /> 4. Let people make mistakes.<br /> 5. Learn from his own mistakes.<br /> 6. Treat everyone equally.Berozhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11765785233568113354noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18841219.post-35810460485315317232010-07-23T13:00:00.000-07:002010-07-23T13:20:21.842-07:00I want to be ..I want to be .. <br />- A leader.. The Extraordinary Leader <br />- Self motivated<br />- Keep my appointments<br />- Responsible person<br />- Has a vision for myself<br />- caring..Berozhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11765785233568113354noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18841219.post-16077493088572523422010-07-23T12:51:00.000-07:002010-07-23T12:59:15.140-07:00Life ..."Life is not a movie that ends up with every problem in the whole world being solved in the perfect way...unfortunatly..life is so different.. In order to get and reach some of your dreams..you have to sacrifise others...which is sometimes very hard and very painful...The real problem is when you stop at a time and think that some of your decisions were wrong and that you shouldn't be here... But for you... I think you will never reach that point... for you always knew your wishes.. and you always knew which path to go to."Berozhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11765785233568113354noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18841219.post-17982017854897547202010-07-23T12:43:00.001-07:002010-07-23T13:06:02.478-07:00Moments [5] ... Remember?!Sara wrote: <br />I was in a vacation from work when I received her call (From a taxi as usual). She asked about my health, told me about incidents that happened in her day (it was morning actually, so nothing was very urgent) and she remained silent. I kept on wondering if that silence means something. As if she is waiting for me to tell her something. She then said: "XX sent me an email".I asked her "About what".<br />She told me that today she will complete her third her in Centrivision and that every body remembered....<br />That's when I remained silent and the call ended. Shall I tell her how bad was my day and the previous day or she will think that I'm just making execuses?? I didn't tell her anything but I know that day that she told them that I forgot and that she misses my roses that I used to give her every year. Did I hurt her by not remembering?? I guess I did... It is hard to be very caring about everybody and when it is time for you...people forget...Berozhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11765785233568113354noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18841219.post-20598579900202902072010-07-23T12:42:00.000-07:002010-07-23T13:06:28.750-07:00Moments[4] ... Transportation callSara wrote:<br />After we graduated, abeer got hired two days after the graduation project presentation. At that time, I had some ideas about not working and decided to dedicate my time to do different activities. Eventually, I was having too much time to do anything and she had no time to do anything. Whenever she tried to call me, I discover that she is in some kind of transportation. I was always telling her to stop calling me from a bus or taxi because her voice is completely unclear. I begged her to call me once from her home but she never did. So, whenever I receive a call from her, I always start the call saying "bardo btetkalme mn elmwaslat!!" she says "Yes" and we start talking... Days passed and I got hired too..Now I know how it was hard for her to give me any time outside of her transportation zone.. Thank you my friend for giving me part of your very precious time :)Berozhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11765785233568113354noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18841219.post-20043290685594591972010-07-23T12:41:00.000-07:002010-07-23T12:42:24.878-07:00Moments[3] ... BOOMMMMBy Sara:<br /><br />We used -Me & Abeer- to organize parties in our company. Part of the organization was to go and buy presents to whoever this party is for. I remember that on one of our parties we decided to go and buy a cake (as usual) and some desserts. We bought the cake and with them abeer bought "Om Ali" for us -A very famous Egyptian dessert-. I have to confess that I like ittt. So, I started to drive back to the company and abeer opened my om-ali, gave it to me and handed me a spoon. I must emphasize that I was driving then. So, While driving, I picked the spoon and om-ali and started eating it while...BOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM... :S :S :S :S ... yes, that was my first car accident with abeer... That was the first and last time that we bought om-ali together..Berozhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11765785233568113354noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18841219.post-12482774751438566262010-07-23T12:39:00.001-07:002010-07-23T12:39:54.556-07:00Moments [2] .. Enta mesh so3áyarSara was the first person who joint the company after the mass left it ..<br />They usually say that I am not that helpful for the new candidates and I usually say "google on it, enta mesh so3áyar :)" .. but if it comes for sara "my dearest friend" I should be different :D ..<br />When it came to teaching technology I "had" my own TOKOS (It changed after that ;)).. I like to have the full control on the keyboard and mouse .. and person who "have to" listen to me should concentrate and focus and avoid to make the next two things infront of me:1. writing 2. asking too much :D<br /><br /><br />When she was assigned her first task, she came to me and politly asked me about the name of the project in SVN .. e7m .. we da kan aakher so2aal she asked as simply .. I replied her .. sara enti mesh so3áyara :D.. you should know it by your self :D ..Berozhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11765785233568113354noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18841219.post-44123731634402349802010-07-23T12:38:00.000-07:002010-07-23T12:39:16.672-07:00Moments [1] ..MirrorMy mother told me that friends should have different characters.. no one like to see his/her character mirrored in a friend ..<br />When I met sara for the first time.. I am sure that she will not remember that incident as I was there.. in the end of the Large class room that we were taking most of our lectures..<br />When I saw her, she was wearing the same blouse I had .. with different size tab3an:D.. we never met before, I was just coming from Dammita.. We didn't talk in our first meeting.. I just wondered how she had that blouse .. and never talked to her..<br />As the year passed, we discovered alot of same qualities in our personalities .. we even know the effect of any news on each other ..we love the same thing .. we have the same dreams .. It is not harmful to have a friend close to your personality ;).Berozhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11765785233568113354noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18841219.post-13274961167625560952010-07-23T12:31:00.000-07:002010-07-23T12:41:02.916-07:00Moments ..Just documenting ana we sara's moments together .... I will start publishing our written moments ..<br /><br />Let me start with Sara's introduction ..<br /><br />Moments<br />Our life is a number of moments attached to each other. Most of them are forgetten, fade away as time goes on. Others get stronger and stronger by time. Today, we are here to talk about our little moments that nobody paid attention for. Moments that everybody forgot but we are still remembering. Everybody let it go away but we strongly held and keep it inside in our heart. Moments that we finally decided to share with you. Moments that may one day inspire you..Berozhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11765785233568113354noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18841219.post-90607809427075614252010-07-23T12:28:00.000-07:002010-07-23T12:31:20.049-07:00ربــي<div style="text-align: right;">ربــي تــركــت مــا أحـــب مــن أجـــل مـــا تـُـحــب ، فــإجــعــل مــا تُــحــب هـــو كـــل مــا أحــب و إكــتــب لـــي فــعــل مـــا تــحــب ، فــحــبــك غــايـــة مـــا أحـــب .... ربـــي فـــرج كــربــنـــا و يـــســـر لــنــا أمـــرنـــا ..... ربــي إقــذف فـــي صـــدرنـــا نـــوراً و أنـــر بــصــيــرتــنــا بــنــور جــلالــك<br /></div>Berozhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11765785233568113354noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18841219.post-37592852988833414912008-07-04T01:16:00.000-07:002008-07-05T01:16:32.577-07:00Persistence<p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; direction: ltr; unicode-bidi: embed;"><span style="">Someone called it nagging<span style=""> </span></span><span style="font-family: Wingdings;"><span style="">J</span></span><span style=""> . But I do believe in a very important fact which is no one will have that strong faith in your goal rather than you. YOU must be the most person caring about what you need and what you want to achieve!<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; direction: ltr; unicode-bidi: embed;"><span style="">YOU have to pay .. pay efforts .. time .. you have to worry about your goal .. you have to follow it! YOU and NO ONE other than YOU!<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; direction: ltr; unicode-bidi: embed;"><span style="">I see that persistence is one of the important keys of being a successful person. My goal is not to be a successful person only but to be a key person in any place I live in like Alka3kaa3 Ebn Amr!<span style=""> </span></span><span dir="rtl" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";" lang="AR-EG"><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; direction: ltr; unicode-bidi: embed;"><span style="">I like this quote:<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; direction: ltr; unicode-bidi: embed;"><span style="">"<i>Nothing in the world can take the place of Persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent. The slogan 'Press On' has solved and always will solve the problems of the human race.</i>"<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; direction: ltr; unicode-bidi: embed;"><span style="">So, </span>sometimes you have to act as if your action will make a difference, even if you can't prove that it will!</p>Berozhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11765785233568113354noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18841219.post-42605745056633634702008-07-03T01:15:00.000-07:002008-07-05T01:15:55.618-07:00Care about them!<p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; direction: ltr; unicode-bidi: embed;"><span style="">Small things are making others happy</span><span dir="rtl" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";" lang="AR-EG"><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; direction: ltr; unicode-bidi: embed;"><span style="">Listen to them … listen to them with care ... being careless hurts … few persons could afford being listen to without care.</span><span dir="rtl" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";" lang="AR-EG"><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; direction: ltr; unicode-bidi: embed;"><span style="">Care is the cure of lots of pain. Someone asked me one day: " Why do persons usually like to share and discuss their pain with you?" <span style=""> </span>Simply as listening to them with care will make them happy and will get the impression that they are expecting …<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; direction: ltr; unicode-bidi: embed;"><span style="">People like to see a smile when they are happy… they like to see tears when they are sad.. They will like to see happiness in others eyes… <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; direction: ltr; unicode-bidi: embed;"><span style="">People like to see hands to help them when they need that!<o:p></o:p></span></p>Berozhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11765785233568113354noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18841219.post-25074862315586778832008-07-02T01:14:00.000-07:002008-07-05T01:15:15.074-07:00Put a time to do what you like!<p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; direction: ltr; unicode-bidi: embed;"><span style="font-size:85%;">I have decided to make something I like. I tried to write down some things I like to do, and put them in my schedule. You must be aware of something you will really enjoy!</span></p> <p class="MsoListParagraphCxSpFirst" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt 72pt; text-align: left; text-indent: -18pt; direction: ltr; unicode-bidi: embed;"><!--[if !supportLists]--><span style="font-family:Wingdings;font-size:85%;"><span style="">ü<span style=";font-family:";" > </span></span></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-size:85%;">Things I may like to do</span></p> <p class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt 108pt; text-align: left; text-indent: -18pt; direction: ltr; unicode-bidi: embed;"><!--[if !supportLists]--><span style=";font-family:";font-size:85%;" ><span style="">o<span style=";font-family:";" > </span></span></span><!--[endif]--><span style=";font-size:85%;" > </span><span style="font-size:85%;">Going to Dream park </span></p> <p class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt 108pt; text-align: left; text-indent: -18pt; direction: ltr; unicode-bidi: embed;"><!--[if !supportLists]--><span style=";font-family:";font-size:85%;" ><span style="">o<span style=";font-family:";" > </span></span></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-size:85%;">Teaching children</span></p> <p class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt 108pt; text-align: left; text-indent: -18pt; direction: ltr; unicode-bidi: embed;"><!--[if !supportLists]--><span style=";font-family:";font-size:85%;" ><span style="">o<span style=";font-family:";" > </span></span></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-size:85%;">Walking alone </span></p> <p class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt 108pt; text-align: left; text-indent: -18pt; direction: ltr; unicode-bidi: embed;"><!--[if !supportLists]--><span style=";font-family:";font-size:85%;" ><span style="">o<span style=";font-family:";" > </span></span></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-size:85%;">Talking to mama</span></p> <p class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt 108pt; text-align: left; text-indent: -18pt; direction: ltr; unicode-bidi: embed;"><!--[if !supportLists]--><span style=";font-family:";font-size:85%;" ><span style="">o<span style=";font-family:";" > </span></span></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-size:85%;">Making parties</span></p> <p class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt 108pt; text-align: left; text-indent: -18pt; direction: ltr; unicode-bidi: embed;"><!--[if !supportLists]--><span style=";font-family:";font-size:85%;" ><span style="">o<span style=";font-family:";" > </span></span></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-size:85%;">Visiting arkadia with global team</span></p> <p class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt 108pt; text-align: left; text-indent: -18pt; direction: ltr; unicode-bidi: embed;"><!--[if !supportLists]--><span style=";font-family:";font-size:85%;" ><span style="">o<span style=";font-family:";" > </span></span></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-size:85%;">Listening to songs</span></p> <p class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt 108pt; text-align: left; text-indent: -18pt; direction: ltr; unicode-bidi: embed;"><!--[if !supportLists]--><span style=";font-family:";font-size:85%;" ><span style="">o<span style=";font-family:";" > </span></span></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-size:85%;">Learning piano</span></p> <p class="MsoListParagraphCxSpLast" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt 108pt; text-align: left; text-indent: -18pt; direction: ltr; unicode-bidi: embed;"><!--[if !supportLists]--><span style=";font-family:";font-size:85%;" ><span style="">o<span style=";font-family:";" > </span></span></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-size:85%;">Playing with Arwa (my niece):)</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 36pt; text-align: left; direction: ltr; unicode-bidi: embed;"><span style="font-size:85%;">And you? What things make you happy? What things motivate you?</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 36pt; text-align: left; direction: ltr; unicode-bidi: embed;"><span style="font-size:85%;">So let us be honest with our selves.</span></p>Berozhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11765785233568113354noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18841219.post-32354331881932732572008-07-02T01:13:00.000-07:002008-07-05T01:14:05.862-07:00Being a practical person!<p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; direction: ltr; unicode-bidi: embed;">Takhayalo, I was talking to one of my old friends after her husband death … </p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; direction: ltr; unicode-bidi: embed;">This is the call:<br />"Alo, Aya .. Alslamo 3likom, akhbarek eih, elbaka2 lelah ..... What about your work? would you please send me your CV!!!!! "<br /><br />These are my talks...3amaleya gedan gedan.. every thing is about work... CV … relocation to another work.. Market surveys about the benefit packages and salaries... screening<span style=""> …<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; direction: ltr; unicode-bidi: embed;"><span style="">Being very far from socialites converted me to a very practical person. Very practical person means a machine in our world. I became a machine! So take care of your social life!<o:p></o:p></span></p>Berozhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11765785233568113354noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18841219.post-19866985609769830502008-07-01T01:12:00.000-07:002008-07-05T01:13:25.367-07:00Don't move against your nature!<p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; text-indent: 36pt; direction: ltr; unicode-bidi: embed;">Moving against your nature is the hardest thing you may face. If you like for example to work alone and you were asked to work with a team, so you will feel it a bit hard as it is against your nature.</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; direction: ltr; unicode-bidi: embed;">So you should pick the track that will suit your personality and talents more.<span style=""> </span>Believe me, it is the right time to do so! Don't move against your nature!</p>Berozhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11765785233568113354noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18841219.post-72631050374874729132007-07-01T22:14:00.000-07:002007-07-01T22:22:03.898-07:00One year experience in Centrivision ...Part-Two<span style="font-family:verdana;"> <second></second></span><br />Part-2:<br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Bas ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"> This post reminded me with a post I have sent two years ago.. which is about </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">"هييه كبرنا و بقينا فى البكالوريوس"</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">and as you may remember, I mentioned that I can't imagine that I am now in the last year in coll. and I told you some funny stories about naughty childhood :).. </span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Now.. and before completing my first year in the work-world by few days.. I am writing now "One year experience in Centrivision ..." </span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Days ago.. mamti "as I am calling my mother" gave me some old notebooks for me.. I opened the first one and I was shocked and surprised.. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">When we were in the coll.. we used to write down our plans and dreams for the coming week, month, 5 month and a year.. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">You will find in my old notebooks plans for being a "Da3eya" or to "teach children some things" .. <script><!-- D(["mb","\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>You will see that ana we Shimaa"Osh as Sara called her:)" dreamed to live together in any place in the world to keep our friendship forever .. you will see some funny notes written during the lectures when ana and Osh were setting together...\n\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>Mamti told me that I changed to the better.. she guessed that I am now more mature but I don't think so..I am facing a difficulty in crying and expressing my thoughts ..It was the easiest thing a year ago!\n\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>When I read my notes and plans.. I found that I had a vision to be a good girl .. I was thinking in the world around me.. my faculty and the activities .. organising the courses..\n\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>------------------------------\u003cWBR\>-------\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\n\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>Yes.. it changes my personality..\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>Mamti and my friends told me that.. \n\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>After seeing my own plans from a year and now it will be completely different..\n\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>When I remember my life in coll, I become depressed.. Yes.. I was planning to improve my personality, become more near to the religion and community... I was trying when I was in the coll. to concentrate in the ethical part of things..\n\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>",1] ); //--></script></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">You will see that ana we Shimaa"Osh as Sara called her:)" dreamed to live together in any place in the world to keep our friendship forever .. you will see some funny notes written during the lectures when ana and Osh were setting together... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Mamti told me that I changed to the better.. she guessed that I am now more mature but I don't think so..I am facing a difficulty in crying and expressing my thoughts ..It was the easiest thing a year ago! </span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">When I read my notes and plans.. I found that I had a vision to be a good girl .. I was thinking in the world around me.. my faculty and the activities .. organising the courses.. </span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">------------------------------<wbr>-------</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Yes.. it changes my personality..</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Mamti and my friends told me that.. </span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">After seeing my own plans from a year and now it will be completely different.. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">When I remember my life in coll, I become depressed.. Yes.. I was planning to improve my personality, become more near to the religion and community... I was trying when I was in the coll. to concentrate in the ethical part of things.. </span><br /><script><!-- D(["mb","\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>Shimaa was the one who was supporting me.. but we are human beings.. you sometime deviate from the right way to make the things done ..some persons called it "flexibility" and I am calling it decreasing my children feelings "bara2a" ..\n\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>yes.. the life in the closed community like the coll, is a very good environment to keep your ethics and religion..\n\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>I believe that it is normal that our Emaneyaat is increasing and decreasing.. but when I analyze the difference between this year the previous year...I decided to STOP and revise my own life and think how to -at least return to my previous state-..\n\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>Although the environment in my company is helping to increase the technicality but let me say that there are very few things added to my personality.. instead.. I become more nervous.. more stressed.. lose friends.. talk so fast and and have a communication problem..\n\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>After year from the coll. life , I become more over weighted.. have some health problems that I am trying to quit from by working more.. I hate to feel ill..\n\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>I am still that child that become afraid from load voice...\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\n\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>Do you know? I dream to be an ideal to the children that I will teach one day.. I dream to have a very big class of children to teach and play with them...\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\n\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>",1] ); //--></script><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Shimaa was the one who was supporting me.. but we are human beings.. you sometime deviate from the right way to make the things done ..some persons called it "flexibility" and I am calling it decreasing my children feelings "bara2a" .. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">yes.. the life in the closed community like the coll, is a very good environment to keep your ethics and religion.. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">I believe that it is normal that our Emaneyaat is increasing and decreasing.. but when I analyze the difference between this year the previous year...I decided to STOP and revise my own life and think how to -at least return to my previous state-.. </span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Although the environment in my company is helping to increase the technicality but let me say that there are very few things added to my personality.. instead.. I become more nervous.. more stressed.. lose friends.. talk so fast and and have a communication problem.. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">After year from the coll. life , I become more over weighted.. have some health problems that I am trying to quit from by working more.. I hate to feel ill.. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">I am still that child that become afraid from load voice...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Do you know? I dream to be an ideal to the children that I will teach one day.. I dream to have a very big class of children to teach and play with them...<br /><br />In the third and last part from these posts, I will show you my gain and loss from being here, and my advice to anyone wants to know whether joining small company is the right decision in his early age or not.<br /><br /><br /></span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><script><!-- D(["mb","</Second part>\u003c/span\>\n",0] ); D(["ce"]); //--></script></span>Berozhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11765785233568113354noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18841219.post-49432211144279208082007-06-29T22:11:00.000-07:002007-07-01T22:15:22.695-07:00One year experience in Centrivision ...Part-One<span style="font-family:verdana;"><part-one></part-one></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Although I am in very bad need to sleep, I decided to finish my long story today. Today -29/6- was my last day in coll. last year and I was preparing myself to go to centrivision after two days.. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Yes.. after two days I will finish my one year experience in centrivision...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Especial year.. nice and tough days..good and hard moments..</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">But before proceeding, I will tell you that I liked this year very much.. I enjoyed all days and each moment.. even tough moments and tears.. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"> Let me summarize the year in two parts:</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">------------------------------<wbr>----------------------------<script><!-- D(["mb","\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\n1. All the team together without Sara Ma3adawi and Soha and with Moataz.\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>2. Sara,Eman,Mustapha and Mohamed left to be outsourced and Sara and Soha joint me.\n\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>Thanks to everyone who shared me in this year in centrivision:\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\n\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>Thanks to Eman Hassan: \u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>And this is the most one I really pray for :). She is really helpful... She might not got what I mean.. I will tell you one thing that I really liked and keep the rest. I liked her folder "BeforeLeaving" on her machine before she left to the other company. This folder is really a treasure. She made a "HowTo" and "Detailed description,steps and solution to any problem I may face in her task".. When I face a problem.. I hurry up and open this folder as I am sure that I will find the answer .Rabena yekremek ya Eman :).\n\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>Sara Salem ba2a, was my first friend from Cairo, and this was from 5 years:). I liked her seriousness in every thing.. I like that she could take tough and challenged decisions .. And as I usually tell her "I like to have a daughter like her".. she is the "success" definition in our academic life \n\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>Mustafa or as he likes to write his name "Mustapha" .. he was really helpful, smart and fast learner.. I can't forget that I understood the word "Fast learner" when I helped him to work with andromda in the first time :).. \n\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>",1] ); //--></script></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"> 1. All the team together without Sara Ma3adawi and Soha and with Moataz.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">2. Sara,Eman,Mustapha and Mohamed left to be outsourced and Sara and Soha joint me. </span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Thanks to everyone who shared me in this year in centrivision:</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Thanks to Eman Hassan: </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">And this is the most one I really pray for :). She is really helpful... She might not got what I mean.. I will tell you one thing that I really liked and keep the rest. I liked her folder "BeforeLeaving" on her machine before she left to the other company. This folder is really a treasure. She made a "HowTo" and "Detailed description,steps and solution to any problem I may face in her task".. When I face a problem.. I hurry up and open this folder as I am sure that I will find the answer .Rabena yekremek ya Eman :). </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Sara Salem ba2a, was my first friend from Cairo, and this was from 5 years:). I liked her seriousness in every thing.. I like that she could take tough and challenged decisions .. And as I usually tell her "I like to have a daughter like her".. she is the "success" definition in our academic life </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Mustafa or as he likes to write his name "Mustapha" .. he was really helpful, smart and fast learner.. I can't forget that I understood the word "Fast learner" when I helped him to work with andromda in the first time :).. </span><br /><script><!-- D(["mb","\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>Mohamed, he is a hard worker and helpful man. You will change any old idea you know about non-CSian persons when you met him.\n\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>Moataz.. although he left us but he had a deep effect on my personality... he taught me some building concepts.. I knew his reasons of leaving .. I really appreciate what he did.. bas mesh 3arfa may be not in the right time..\n\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>Ahmed, he is my technical manager. When you met him for the first time you will feel that he is a tough person. I am sure that you will change this idea if you spent sometime with him. He is a good listener, and in the same time he forgets alot:). \n\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>Islam, mm .. should I speak about my manager ;)? sometimes you should... If you know him well .. you will like to speak about that smart person.. you will like to share your thoughts with him.. and work with him.. to defend on your ideas and hear his ideas.. special manager that you will not meet everyday..\n\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>This was my team in the first part.. and in second part:\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\nSara Ma3adawi or Ma3adawi as we call her:).. my lovely and dearest baby :).. I like to see her nervous :D.. She looks to me as an extreme creature that must be killed :D .. but I love her.. and I am sure that she also does:)..\n\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>Soha.. our designer.. she is kind girl.. I like to make her listen to "Tawk Elyasmeen" for Majda elRomi :)..I am afraid that she will hate the music one day ;)..\n",1] ); //--></script><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Mohamed, he is a hard worker and helpful man. You will change any old idea you know about non-CSian persons when you met him. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Moataz.. although he left us but he had a deep effect on my personality... he taught me some building concepts.. I knew his reasons of leaving .. I really appreciate what he did.. bas mesh 3arfa may be not in the right time.. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Ahmed, he is my technical manager. When you met him for the first time you will feel that he is a tough person. I am sure that you will change this idea if you spent sometime with him. He is a good listener, and in the same time he forgets alot:). </span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Islam, mm .. should I speak about my manager ;)? sometimes you should... If you know him well .. you will like to speak about that smart person.. you will like to share your thoughts with him.. and work with him.. to defend on your ideas and hear his ideas.. special manager that you will not meet everyday.. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">This was my team in the first part.. and in second part:</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Sara Ma3adawi or Ma3adawi as we call her:).. my lovely and dearest baby :).. I like to see her nervous :D.. She looks to me as an extreme creature that must be killed :D .. but I love her.. and I am sure that she also does:).. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Soha.. our designer.. she is kind girl.. I like to make her listen to "Tawk Elyasmeen" for Majda elRomi :)..I am afraid that she will hate the music one day ;).. <script><!-- D(["mb","\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>This is my team .. in the next part I will speak about how working in centrivision changed my personality ..\u003c/span\>\n\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\></first part>\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\n<second>\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>Bas ...\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\nThis post reminded me with a post I have sent two years ago.. which is about \u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>"هييه كبرنا و بقينا فى البكالوريوس"\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\n\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>and as you may remember, I mentioned that I can't imagine that I am now in the last year in coll. and I told you some funny stories about naughty childhood :)..\n\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>Now.. and before completing my first year in the work-world by few days.. I am writing now "One year experience in Centrivision ..."\n\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>Days ago.. mamti "as I am calling my mother" gave me some old notebooks for me.. I opened the first one and I was shocked and surprised..\n\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>When we were in the coll.. we used to write down our plans and dreams for the coming week, month, 5 month and a year.. \n\u003c/span\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cbr style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>\u003cspan style\u003d\"font-family:verdana\"\>You will find in my old notebooks plans for being a "Da3eya" or to "teach children some things" .. \n",1] ); //--></script></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">This is my team .. in the next part I will speak about how working in centrivision changed my personality ..</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span>Berozhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11765785233568113354noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18841219.post-79761644552189028742007-05-14T12:15:00.000-07:002007-05-15T11:50:18.874-07:00ابى العزيز .... امى الغالية....<div style="text-align: left;">These words I have said in the graduation party of CS class 2006. I liked it very much.. These words were written by Sara Ma3adawi, one of my dearest friends..<br />What I want to say that my mother was very happy to attend the party and listen to me.. she even asks me in every call to send her a copy of these words.. she even memorized some parts of it and she mention it to her friends :).. I adore you my mother ..<br />My dad too.. I saw and felt his tears during and after my talk.. I wanted to tell him "It is just for you ya Papa.. I just liked to tell you that I love you :)"..my friends gave all mothers and fathers flowers during the word.. I really liked this event very much :)..<br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: right;"> <p class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size:15;">ابى العزيز .... امى الغالية....<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl"><span lang="AR-EG" style="font-size:15;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size:15;">احترت كثيرا كيف يمكن ان ابدأ خطابى هذا... كيف يمكن ان اصف ما اريد قوله فى مثل هذه اللحظة... و انا الان واقفة امامكم... اراكم ترقبونى و تدمع اعينكم... كيف اخبركم اننى ما وقفت هاهنا الا لاراكم و ما صنعت هذا النجاح </span><span lang="AR-EG" style="font-size:15;">الذى تحقق –بفضل الله- </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size:15;">الا لكم.... <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size:15;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size:15;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size:15;">رأيت ان ابدأ بسرد قصتى للاخرين...قصتى التى بدأت يوم جئت الى هذا العالم ... كنت شيئا صغيرا خائفا لا يقوى على شىء... لكنكم كنتم دائما هناك...ترقبونى من بعيد</span><span lang="AR-EG" style="font-size:15;"> -</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size:15;"> بعين لا تنام الا بعدى و قلب لا يهدأ الا لراحتى... تراقبون عثراتى... و تأخذون دائما بيدى لأقف مرة اخرى... و استمر...<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size:15;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size:15;">و ها انا هنا اليوم... بعد رحلة احسبها طويلة .. احتفل بنجاحى... الذى هو فى الاصل لكم... و اهنئكم انتم... فهذا<span style=""> </span>يومكم... <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size:15;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl"><span lang="AR-EG" style="font-size:15;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size:15;">و فى</span><span lang="AR-EG" style="font-size:15;"> الختام</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size:15;">... اقول كلمة طالما </span><span lang="AR-EG" style="font-size:15;">حلمت </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size:15;">ان املأ بها ارجاء هذا المكان الفسيح... كلمة لا تمثل </span><span lang="AR-EG" style="font-size:15;">الا قليلا </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size:15;">مما صنعتموه لى.. لكنها كل ما استطعت تقديمه لكم فى هذا اليوم...<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl"><span lang="AR-EG" style="font-size:15;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl"><span lang="AR-EG" style="font-size:15;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size:15;"><span style=""> </span>كلمة امثلها بزهرة ...اضعها بين يديكم الآن... لعل هذه الزهرة تكون اقدر منى على وصف ما اريد...<span style=""> </span><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size:15;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size:15;">كلمة اقولها امام الجموع</span><span lang="AR-EG" style="font-size:15;"><br /></span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size:15;"><span style=""> </span>فقط لكم...<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size:15;">ابى و امى...<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size:15;">شكرا لكم....<o:p></o:p></span></p> </div></div>Berozhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11765785233568113354noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18841219.post-31750871542257305682007-02-19T23:46:00.001-08:002007-02-19T23:46:49.245-08:00At Last, Sara Ma3adawi blog :)At Last, Sara Ma3adawi blog :)<br />http://just-some-one.blogspot.com/2007/02/begining.htmlBerozhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11765785233568113354noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18841219.post-1432040425251433962007-01-31T07:51:00.001-08:002007-01-31T07:56:49.123-08:00My work experience during the previous 7 monthsAfter 7 months from joining the work-world I have to say it..<br /><br />Work-world is very tough and difficult..<br />Today .. I waked up @ 6:00, to get a walk before the work..<br /><br />During my walk.. I was thinking in the last 7 months and why we are working... what are the main reasons that let all of us work...<br />In this post I will speak about the first part.. I will speak about my experience in the previous 7 months.<br /><br />Every thing "seems" measured by money..so if you don't well set your goals you may fall in the same confusion.<br /><br />Working changed my personality a lot. It made me to do things more fast. It made me think in a mature way. But in the same time it made me lose some of my friends due to being busy.<br /><br />I made some investigation about this issue and this is what I reached:<br /><br />1. I am working as I have a great amount of energy that must be handled ...<br />I didn't used to be calm or waste my time.. my dad is usually saying :"Abeer wants to do every thing very fast.. even getting her launch.." he is right.. most days, I am getting my launch walking in my flat or wa ana wa2fa.. the last time I got it with my family -I mean setting on the launch table- nearly was last month.. It is a very bad habbit that I want to get ride of..<br /><br />2. I am working to be an ideal .. most persons like to be ideals.. Dads usually say that they were the first in their class as they want their children to see them as an ideal..I want to make a real difference in the place I am in..<br /><br />And as I was working in a small company, First let me draw the nice world in Centrivision:).<br /><br />As you may know -and I have mentioned in one of my posts- that I really admire working in that small company. Working with the young AUCian managers made my work life looks different.<br /><br />We still do our activities, bookants and 10-minutes. We are planning to make a training after a week from now. We have a great board that we put stars for "elnaas elshatreen :) zai 3abeer ;)" as I used to say.<br /><br />This is the beautiful part of the picture. In the same time I have learnt some lessons in life that I will never forget.<br /><br />Don't work except you could afford the responsibility of working..<br />---------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br />Don't work in a small company except if you could afford that.. and here I will like to elaborate more:<br /><br />1. Working in a small company will make you lose some benefits that you may get in other medium size or big companies. Your mates may get better salaries but you will get experience and personal contacts instead.You may reach their salaries after a period. You have to choose and determine...<br /><br />2. Working in a small company needs faith and well.. needs energy and patient.. you must concentrate if you would like to share in building such a small company.<br /><br />3. You may get annoyed of the inconsistent rules.. you may get annoyed of unexpected action of the others.. you may fall in confusion as you can't get clearly what the management want you to do and what is behind the scene...what is their policy of measuring things.. and also get confused to determine who should know what.<br /><br />4. You may don't find somethings that motivate you to excel. You should search by your self for these things whatever inside the company or out side.<br /><br />Some persons may see the previous points interesting and affordable like me. So set with your self and determine what you want exactly...<br /><br />As my coming posts will show you,the work world is tough and mature zeyada 3an elaazem... there is no space for persons who have children thinking or well...<br /><br />After the 7 months, I need to say it to my mother, without your strong faith and belief in your girl I will not be there. Mama , when I joined work I felt that this world is very big and complex. No one have the same measurement for things as I have. I am really afraid from that world. I didn't dream to live in that hard world one day....<br /><br />AbeerBerozhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11765785233568113354noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18841219.post-52094785521016717742007-01-17T04:07:00.000-08:002007-01-17T04:22:04.254-08:00** لو إطلعتم على الغيب لإخترتم الواقع **Alslamo 3likom,<br /><br />Days ago, I heard some good news about "Hoda".. who is Hoda?<br /><br />My friend said:<br /><br />OK .. Hoda is one of the most beautiful Egyptian girls in the Club that I had my training in. She is funny and beloved from all persons who knew her and the most important thing that she is good Ideal for a Muslim girl...<br /><br />Some years ago, I heard ladies asking "Did Hoda got married? Why she wasn't a bride till now?" .. it is something strange .. If you know Hoda you will have the feeling of wonder.. and you will wonder more when you know that each time she got engaged, the engagement process was finished unsuccessfully...<br /><br />After she completed 30 years old, she got married from Yasser. And after 11 months from her marriage she got a baby called "Yossef" ...<br /><br />You will feel that this story is very normal in our life.. but let me tell you some facts you don't know . Yasser -who married Hoda now- engaged her before their marriage by 7 years. Due to a misunderstanding happened, the engagement ended and Yasser left Hoda with her pain.<br /><br /><br />After 7 years, Allah made the truth appeared, and Yasser has known new facts that made him returned to his previous bride.<br /><br />Let us think for a while in this story ..<br />If Hoda got married when she got engaged from yasser before the seven year, she will live in 2 pains :<br />1. The misunderstanding that ended their engagement before<br />2. That she don't have a baby, as "Yossef" will not come to our world except after an exact time Allah knows. That means she will not be offered a child except after 7 years from her marriage which is a real pain for a Mum.<br /><br />What I want to say is:<br /><br />Sometimes you suffer from a problem that make you dream to have another life other than the one you have. But as we have seen Hoda, Allah kept the best thing for her. Allah knows what is the best thing for all of us so you must believe in that.<br /><br />I like these AYAT:<br /><br />{ زُيِّنَ لِلَّذِينَ كَفَرُواْ الْحَيَاةُ الدُّنْيَا وَيَسْخَرُونَ مِنَ الَّذِينَ آمَنُواْ وَالَّذِينَ اتَّقَواْ فَوْقَهُمْ يَوْمَ الْقِيَامَةِ وَاللّهُ يَرْزُقُ مَن يَشَاء بِغَيْرِ حِسَابٍ } سورة البقرة الأية ( 212 )<br /><br />Last thing, if you know what ALLAH hides from you, you will choose your current life/state.<br />** لو إطلعتم على الغيب لإخترتم الواقع **<br /><br />"Note : This story not with the real names of these persons"Berozhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11765785233568113354noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18841219.post-45286139072979435262007-01-14T21:29:00.000-08:002007-01-14T21:31:39.338-08:00It worth to spend some minutes thinking in ...!Alslamo 3likom ,<br /><br />How are you all? I hope that all of you are fine ..<br /><br />Days ago, I was taking a walk with my friend and she mentioned that sometimes your choice could make a great effect on others...<br /><br />I thought on her words .. Sometime, when you are put in any situation and you are asked to take a decision on it, a lot of things may appear to show you how the taken decision -whatever the decision was- was totally wrong and you may ask yourself : "yah, hewa ana 3amlt keda ezay?!" "How I have taken this decision?!". <br /><br />You may got depressed and you want the time to return back to change your decision!!<br /><br />.. BUT ...<br /><br />I don't know why this aya come to my mind again and again these days ..<br />احسب الناس ان يتركوا ان يقولوا امنا وهم لا يفتنون<br /><br />This aya said -according to my little knowledge- " Do people be left to say that we believe in Allah without being seduced "<br /><br />What I want to say here is: If you are put in a situation one day, and you have to take a decision that may affect you as well as others so..<br />1. Do estekhara, and ask Allah to help you in that choice "<br />أسأل الله تعالى أن يرزقنا وإياك أن يرنى الحق حقا ويرزقنا اتباعه وأن يرنى الباطل باطلا .<br /><br />"<br />2. Then take the decision and do not blame yourself about the results of that decision.. i.e. "If I have taken the decision X I will be more happy and the life will be much better" .. and if you find difficulties in doing the things so it may be some FETNA and Allah want to see what you will do to face that thing..<br /><br />Again, the aya is<br /><br />احسب الناس ان يتركوا ان يقولوا امنا وهم لا يفتنون<br /><br />Read it and feel it.. it worth to spend some minutes thinking in its meaning!Berozhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11765785233568113354noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18841219.post-65414122293170354832007-01-13T21:18:00.000-08:002007-01-13T21:24:11.034-08:00Do you make 100 bad thing daily?!<span style="font-family: verdana;">Alslamo 3likom,</span><br /><br /> <span style="font-family: verdana;">After my decision to stop writing in my blog, I found many new ideas and issues I liked to write about :).</span><br /><br /> <span style="font-family: verdana;">Last weekend, I spent 2 full days with my small family :). Really the life is much better than we could imagine. Playing with my small sister and brother reminded me with my childhood days! It is really a real fun that I miss.</span><br /><br /> <span style="font-family: verdana;">Gameel.. during these two days, I was intended to make the best use of them especially with my small brother and sister. I made the two children a timetable to help them record good things they are doing like :</span><br /> <span style="font-family: verdana;">- Praying ON time</span><br /> <span style="font-family: verdana;">- Helping mama </span><br /> <span style="font-family: verdana;">- Solving the homework and get good marks</span><br /> <span style="font-family: verdana;">- going to tahfeez (my brother and sister are going daily to a place that makes them memorize Quraan. Mariam,13 years old, nearly finished 14 goz2 and Mahmoud "nickname Toti :)", 8 years old, finished 5 or 6 agzaa)</span><br /><br /> <span style="font-family: verdana;">I asked my brother to add another good thing to his list:). I asked him to yesta3'fer "يستغفر" -yesta3'fer means ask Allah to forgive you - , about 100 times daily to ask Allah to forgive him. And every time he makes that esteghfaar it is preferable to remind him self with bad things and ask Allah to forgive him.</span><br /><br /> <span style="font-family: verdana;"><script><!-- D(["mb",""Ok Abeer", he thought for a while\nand said "100 bad thing I am making daily ?! tab if I didn't make\n100 bad thing, should I asta3'fer bardo?"</span><br />\n<br />\n<span>I smiled and told to myself :"Yaah\n.. he is right.. his world is extremely small comparing to all of us..\nhe can't imagine that he could make 100 fault daily but we are doing\nmore :( .. Yes ya toti .. "...</span><br />\n<br />\n<br />\n<span>What I like to say by this mail is :</span><br />\n<span>Let all of us minimize the number\nof bad things "معاصى" and increase the number of asking Allah to\nforgive and bless all of us.</span><br />\n<br />\n\n<span>( من لزم الإستغفار جعل الله له من كل هم فرجاً و من كل ضيق مخرجاً و رزقه من حيث لا يحتسب )) </span><br />\n\n\n<br />\n\n\n<br />\n\n<span>\nو يقول سبحانه و تعالى فى قصة سيدنا نوح عليه السلام مع قومه :-</span><br />\n\n<span>\n{ فقلت إستغفروا ربكم إنه كان غفاراً يرسل السماء عليكم مدراراً و يمدكم بأموال و بنين و يجعل لكم جنات و يجعل لكم أنهارا } </span><br />\n<br />\n",0] ); //--></script>"Ok Abeer", he thought for a while and said "100 bad thing I make daily ?! tab if I didn't make 100 bad thing, should I asta3'fer bardo?"</span><br /><br /> <span style="font-family: verdana;">I smiled and told to myself :"Yaah .. he is right.. his world is extremely small comparing to all of us.. he can't imagine that he could make 100 fault daily but we are doing more :( .. Yes ya toti .. "...</span><br /><br /><br /> <span style="font-family: verdana;">What I like to say by this mail is :</span><br /> <span style="font-family: verdana;">Let all of us minimize the number of bad things "معاصى" and increase the number of asking Allah to forgive and bless all of us.</span><br /><br /> <span style="font-family: verdana;">( من لزم الإستغفار جعل الله له من كل هم فرجاً و من كل ضيق مخرجاً و رزقه من حيث لا يحتسب )) </span><br /> <br /> <br /> <span style="font-family: verdana;"> و يقول سبحانه و تعالى فى قصة سيدنا نوح عليه السلام مع قومه :-</span><br /> <span style="font-family: verdana;"> { فقلت إستغفروا ربكم إنه كان غفاراً يرسل السماء عليكم مدراراً و يمدكم بأموال و بنين و يجعل لكم جنات و يجعل لكم أنهارا }</span>Berozhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11765785233568113354noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18841219.post-1163579404922235702006-11-15T00:26:00.000-08:002007-01-13T13:26:15.530-08:00I will stop writting in the current period of my life..<br /><br />Pray for me please...Berozhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11765785233568113354noreply@blogger.com4